I Want to Live Again

Rediscovering Purpose Beyond Survival

“A man’s life consisteth not in the abundance of the things which he possesseth.”
The Bible

There comes a point in life when routine begins to feel like a prison.
The alarms. The deadlines. The endless cycle of waking up, working, surviving, sleeping… only to repeat it all again the next day.

Many people are alive physically, but inwardly, something has gone silent. The dreams that once burned brightly have faded beneath pressure, survival, and responsibility.

This is the story of a man who suddenly realized he was no longer truly living.

Young businessman in formal attire sitting and looking out of modern office window, contemplating.

The Evening Everything Changed

A man once shared his story with me, and in his own words:
“I stared at the backlog of documents and files on my desk with deep dissatisfaction written all over my face. I hissed and shoved some of my things into my bag before closing the office door behind me.
It was already past 7:00 PM. No one was going to pay me for spending three extra hours at work, and to make it worse, the documents on my desk seemed to multiply by the hour.”
As he drove home that evening, his mind replayed the stress of the day: the deadlines, difficult customers, pressure from his boss, unfinished tasks, and the exhausting cycle that never seemed to end.
Then suddenly, something happened.
He parked by the roadside and began watching the people around him carefully.
Some struggled to squeeze themselves into already overloaded taxis. Others had chosen to trek long distances home after a long day of work. The entire road looked like a river of exhausted people trying to survive another day.
And then a question hit him deeply:

“All of these… for what purpose?

When Survival Replaces Purpose


That moment awakened something inside him.
He remembered the dreams he once carried when he was younger.
He remembered being passionate about changing lives.
He remembered wanting to influence people positively.
He remembered his hunger for God and his desire to see lives transformed.
But somewhere along the line, survival replaced purpose.
Career replaced calling.
Routine replaced passion.
Existence replaced impact.
And there, parked beside a busy road filled with tired faces, he realized something painful:
“I am becoming part of the crowd I once hoped to awaken.”
He wept bitterly.

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A Dangerous Way to Live

There is nothing wrong with having a job. There is nothing wrong with working hard, building a career, or earning a living.
But the deeper question is this:   What is your life producing beyond your comfort?
If all your strength is spent only on survival, consumption, and temporary achievements, eventually you may wake up one day feeling empty despite outward success.
Many people spend their entire lives climbing ladders only to discover they leaned them against the wrong wall.
One day, after years of labor, some retire with a handshake, a wrapped gift, and farewell songs. Then life quietly moves on without remembering the impact they could have made.
What a painful way to exist.

The Turning Point

That evening became a turning point in his life. Something shifted within him. His priorities changed. His thinking changed. His definition of success changed.
He began to intentionally leave fingerprints on every life he encountered. He no longer wanted to merely earn money; he wanted his life to count. And people noticed the difference. Lives were encouraged because they met him. People thanked God for crossing paths with him.

He discovered a truth many never realize until it is too late:


Life is not truly lived until it becomes useful to God and beneficial to others.

You Still Have Time

One of his deepest regrets was wishing he could become younger again. He wished he could return to school with a clearer sense of purpose. He wished he could maximize his youthful years differently. He wished he had understood earlier that time is one of life’s greatest currencies. But if you are reading this today, then you still have time.
Time to realign. Time to rediscover purpose. Time to live intentionally. Time to stop merely surviving and start living meaningfully.
The future belongs to people who live with direction. Living for What Truly Matters
No accomplishment compares to a life poured out for God.
Positions fade. Money fades. Titles fade. Human applause fades.
But impact lives on.

The people who truly changed generations were not necessarily the wealthiest people; they were people who gave their lives to something eternal.
And God never ignores a life surrendered to Him.


“The true meaning of life is impact.”

Ask yourself honestly: Where exactly am I going? 
Give your calling the attention it deserves now. Your story only becomes powerful when it is lived intentionally.


You may pray this Prayer
Father, help me. I want to live again.
I want to live for the One who died for me.
Deliver me from empty living and awaken purpose within me again.
Help me to spend my life on things that truly matter. Amen.


“Many people are busy surviving, but very few are truly living.”

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